Up to admirations only!

I met this person last 2005 and we became closed friends till 2007. He left and he is now out of reached.I would say he is close to everyone in fairness. First notice him, he alone joining us while having party while his colleagues not joining that was in chali i think. secondly at December party. Our friends took pictures with him and me too to join the crowds fan most. Felt shy with my too heavy make up face but that was it. It shows on the pictures my consciousness to have him picture with and he don't mind.  While in the bus,he calls me Vendy and am Wendy never mind.

days past and am getting to know him slowly. His a good guy. Good looking guy that at first glance you will unnoticed but later on discover his beauty. He is close to everyone and by the time he is close to me i get irritated. I no wonder why someone will get close him because he persist getting you as friend.He cares and I like caring ones but sadly he is married already.

What i like from this man is he is smart. You can learn from him because he teach. When you are not listening, he knows!. He cares and give advised to your goodness. He sometimes giving treat to Jollibee and Mcdonalds of which I like most. hehe.. He owns the talk and I enjoyed listening especially about his family..

And we became close friend to the point others asked if he is my BF. hehe.. tooo close no good impact to others mind especially when you are close to the someones husband! It became my struggle how to out from our friendship that time.

This man deserves respects and he loves his wife."i love my wife" word comes from him made me salute his faithfulness to his wife. That's why hated when someone doubted he is my BF.

Many times, i doubted because i was indeed closed to him and am getting jealous by other friends.Sometimes to avoid talks of the office i avoid him as much as I could..  I sometimes distance him for others to get chance to be with him of which he also distant from them. Many of his invitations i refused though i like joining dinner out. He always grr because of my thinking. I always mind of other people say.

The time has come and he was leaving for good. I was shocked with what my heart felt.That time felt like, having someone closed dear left me for long time. I cried to the most missing him and i can no longer see him. A bit shame for me to be seen by him crying but what to do? that was it and i could not control tears from flowing..

hhmmm.. Anyways, I somehow admired that person! Hoping him blessed life with his family.