Passing the ECE board exam is one of my frustration. Others got it easily and I not!. Sometimes grieve to have it because it somehow help raise salary.. hehe.. thats why i failed because i no passion on getting it. What am after only is getting it for something. Anyway, Loving ECE is not easy. When i started reviewing past college subjects, I kinda bit starting over again studying past subjects.. I already forgotten some ways to solve problems. Lots of sleepless nights recalling and practicing solving. Pressures were brawling(I stopped from going to work just to focus, my family could not received that little help and sister will have her studies with my mother unstable income supporting her.) Huh! its all i always thought and it makes somehow consumes I think half of memory work. But I make it a challenge to the more study. And in the Board exam I FAILED!. A bit discouraging but i only make it as a patience on me in getting the license. with more than 4500 who took the exam only 1600 plus passed. The rate i got was 71.5 % and 70% is the passing. It grr me the more because got it already but sadly, the rule is to passed all 4 subjects with 70% rate. Huhuhu. I Failed from other 2 subject.
For now, I bit shy reporting to work for my boss because i failed the exam. I simply failed. A bit shy because many are praying but it seems my effort not that enough to get it. Faith is dead without work! what i believed. A bit shy to the one supported me to have full time review. As of now, again resolved not to find work yet because i need to review back again. A bit worried because am not getting younger and i need to get it sooner because i will have my family also on my own. I need to help my future husband in our finances somehow in the future... hehe.. if he allows me.
Simply move on. Try again. Try and try until you succeed! if i failed many times then I should never give up. Failures are there to make you strong. hehe.. it hurts but still thankful to God. Its what I liked from this video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13N6gAlhAqg .. if you have time please watch.
Happy days to all! God bless us.
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