happy to see him online today.. so long time i haven't seen him in person.. He's doing okay. He is busy with his law studies. he ask me how my exam.Shy to say i failed but happy to hear words of encouragement from him to pursue getting it. Do not give up he said...hehehe.. so KILIG to hear this from him. but its up to kilig moment only. This man i admired before and even to now. Started when I was in 5th year college. My brother and i were new to church and i saw him playing the base guitar. He is in white polo and i easily get attracted to wearing polo men. hehe.. so shallow like.. anyways, as we getting close with church mate, he became closed to us also and to my brother. My brother used to visit the apartment where he is staying for bible study and when brother is homed, i used to asked how this man going. My brother observed, that i always asked him and he is not favor with him. He advised me to look for others.. hehe.. I don't know what my brother dislikes from this man but i like him that simple.
Every time he is near, my heart pumps and i avoid in order not to get obvious what i felt for him. so eww of my feeling for him before. so funny thought now to recall. Just don't know how he will react if he will know that am an avid admirer of him. wheew!
In my friends wedding, i was picked up as maid of honor in replacement of his friend because she is not coming. And to my surprise, the partner was him. eew.. again my heart was awakened. Long time already i have not seen him and for that friend's meaningful occasion we became partner...wheeew! So mixed emotions i felt that time. and in picture post time i was so conscious because many are knowing it already aside from him.. But i think he knows already but he not obvious knowing it.. hehe.. so shy to know that I got a crush on him. Time so slow moving to my count that time because i can't believe we became partner that time.
He is soon to be lawyer and can't get him reach. He is getting farther as i like him getting near.. ewww.. hehe..anyways, i always like hearing him speaking. Every words has a deep meaning and i like that. I wish him lawyer someday. Hoping he can pass the BAR Exam.
For now, I heard that he likes someone, and so i have to accept it..How blessed is his wife to have him. My prayer for him is a blessed life to wherever and whoever he is directed to.
Have a nice day to all.
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