Monday, November 28, 2011

Start a single simple thoughts and changes follows



I like the qoute just read today:


People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
       -
Anonymous

Happy blogging! and have a great day to all visitors. God bless you!

Saturday, November 26, 2011

resolution #2 : Not to visit my admired persons facebook!

Quietly i observed that my visit time to their facebook consumes lots of my time. I sometimes can't avoid being hurt.. eeeewww hehe.. because sometimes i get jealous... its my weakness. Jealousy. Though the person i admired not knowing my feelings.. hehe i am hoping but maybe someone knows already. anyways, its my resolved not to see them any of them. What for seeing them anyway? my desire for them will only grow deeper and its no good. and to some admired person am avoiding my desire to be awaken.. hehe yes true. thats why it is a forced resolution for to get them out of my mind.

Friday, November 25, 2011

resolution 1: Target weight! 120lbs

Its long time already that i aimed an increased in weight and now marking this day as my beginning of gaining kilos body. Me and my friend went on diet. I am aiming to gain weight and my friend is aiming to lose weight. We made a plan to jog every morning and have some exercise and we did just today. 
From our home to city area I made a walk and has reached our meeting place hungry. So, I bought hot pandisal so that while on way to iligan city hall i have something to eat. snacks while on walk and my friend became grrr that she could hold from asking. She was hungry too so i gave her. Funny we both laughed because of our aim.  

In the jogging area we both made three rounds and i felt almost giving up and my friend was persistent doing the walk and jog. I just enjoying my walk following her and we both made 3 rounds. After the rounds, we then proceed to her gym for her workout and I am just watching her. So tired(kapoy) already to perform those she performed. 

Hope a blessed life for all friends and families. Have a healthy diet to all!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

patience on the marks

 to see this result makes me grieved! wrrrrrrr! huhuhu... almost got the passing grade for the two subjects. huhuhu but i didn't .. only 4 points lacked to get passed..huhu.. now am doing the overall recap because am gonna take all 4 subject again to get the the Electronics Engineering License.. huhuhu

 i felt lazy doing study back again but i have to.. huhuhu.. anyways, i admit, i have a hard time loving this two subjects.. maybe it signs me to love them more.. To love them is not easy.. it cost your patience...  huhuhu hope to get it passed   by next year again.. huhuhu 

Anyways.. happy blogging to all!

Rest but DON'T QUIT Wendy!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

my long time crush

happy to see him online today..  so long time i haven't seen him in  person.. He's doing okay. He is busy with his law studies. he ask me how my exam.Shy to say i failed but happy to hear words of encouragement from him to pursue getting it. Do not give up he said...hehehe.. so KILIG to hear this from him. but its up to kilig moment only. This man i admired before and even to now. Started when I was in 5th year college. My brother and i were new to church and i saw him playing the base guitar. He is in white polo and i easily get attracted to wearing polo men. hehe.. so shallow like.. anyways, as we getting close with church mate, he became closed to  us also and to my brother. My brother used to visit the apartment where he is staying for bible study and when brother is homed, i used to asked how this man going. My brother observed, that i always asked him and he is not favor with him. He advised me to look for others.. hehe.. I don't know what my brother dislikes from this man but i like him that simple.

 Every time he is near, my heart pumps and i avoid in order not to get obvious what i felt for him. so eww of my feeling for him before. so funny thought now to recall. Just don't know how he will react if he will know that am an avid admirer of him. wheew!

In my friends wedding, i was picked up as maid of honor in replacement of his friend because she is not coming. And to my surprise, the partner was him. eew.. again my heart was awakened. Long time already i have not seen him and for that friend's meaningful occasion we became partner...wheeew! So mixed emotions i felt that time. and in picture post time i was so conscious because many are knowing it already aside from him.. But i think he knows already but he not obvious knowing it.. hehe.. so shy to know that I got a crush on him. Time so slow moving to my count that time because i can't believe we became partner that time.

He is soon to be lawyer and can't get him reach. He is getting farther as i like him getting near.. ewww.. hehe..anyways,  i always like hearing him speaking. Every words has a deep meaning and i like that. I wish him lawyer someday. Hoping he can pass the BAR Exam.

For now, I heard that he likes someone, and so i have to accept it..How blessed is his wife to have him. My prayer for him is a blessed life to wherever and whoever he is directed to.

Have a nice day to all.

Monday, November 21, 2011

Up to admirations only!

I met this person last 2005 and we became closed friends till 2007. He left and he is now out of reached.I would say he is close to everyone in fairness. First notice him, he alone joining us while having party while his colleagues not joining that was in chali i think. secondly at December party. Our friends took pictures with him and me too to join the crowds fan most. Felt shy with my too heavy make up face but that was it. It shows on the pictures my consciousness to have him picture with and he don't mind.  While in the bus,he calls me Vendy and am Wendy never mind.

days past and am getting to know him slowly. His a good guy. Good looking guy that at first glance you will unnoticed but later on discover his beauty. He is close to everyone and by the time he is close to me i get irritated. I no wonder why someone will get close him because he persist getting you as friend.He cares and I like caring ones but sadly he is married already.

What i like from this man is he is smart. You can learn from him because he teach. When you are not listening, he knows!. He cares and give advised to your goodness. He sometimes giving treat to Jollibee and Mcdonalds of which I like most. hehe.. He owns the talk and I enjoyed listening especially about his family..

And we became close friend to the point others asked if he is my BF. hehe.. tooo close no good impact to others mind especially when you are close to the someones husband! It became my struggle how to out from our friendship that time.

This man deserves respects and he loves his wife."i love my wife" word comes from him made me salute his faithfulness to his wife. That's why hated when someone doubted he is my BF.

Many times, i doubted because i was indeed closed to him and am getting jealous by other friends.Sometimes to avoid talks of the office i avoid him as much as I could..  I sometimes distance him for others to get chance to be with him of which he also distant from them. Many of his invitations i refused though i like joining dinner out. He always grr because of my thinking. I always mind of other people say.

The time has come and he was leaving for good. I was shocked with what my heart felt.That time felt like, having someone closed dear left me for long time. I cried to the most missing him and i can no longer see him. A bit shame for me to be seen by him crying but what to do? that was it and i could not control tears from flowing..

hhmmm.. Anyways, I somehow admired that person! Hoping him blessed life with his family.






I FAILED! then what?

Passing the ECE board exam is one of my frustration. Others got it easily and I not!. Sometimes grieve to have it because it somehow help raise salary.. hehe.. thats why i failed because i no passion on getting it. What am after only is getting it for something. Anyway, Loving ECE is not easy. When i started reviewing past college subjects, I kinda bit starting over again studying past subjects.. I already forgotten some ways to solve problems. Lots of sleepless nights recalling and practicing solving. Pressures were brawling(I stopped from going to work just to focus, my family could not received that little help and sister will have her studies with my mother unstable income supporting her.) Huh! its all i always thought and it makes somehow consumes I think half of memory work. But I make it a challenge to the more study. And in the Board exam I FAILED!. A bit discouraging but i only make it as a patience on me in getting the license. with more than 4500 who took the exam only 1600 plus passed. The rate i got was 71.5 % and 70% is the passing. It grr me the more because got it already but sadly, the rule is to passed all 4 subjects with 70% rate. Huhuhu. I Failed from other 2 subject.

For now, I bit shy reporting to work for my boss because i failed the exam. I simply failed. A bit shy because many are praying but it seems my effort not that enough to get it. Faith is dead without work! what i believed. A bit shy to the one supported me to have full time review. As of now, again resolved not to find work yet because i need to review back again. A bit worried because am not getting younger and i need to get it sooner because i will have my family also on my own. I need to help my future husband in our finances somehow in the future... hehe.. if he allows me.

Simply move on. Try again. Try and try until you succeed! if i failed many times then I should never give up. Failures are there to make you strong. hehe.. it hurts but still thankful to God. Its what I  liked from this video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13N6gAlhAqg .. if you have time please watch.

Happy days to all! God bless us.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

PASTa makes me smile!

wendy is eeeeeewww.. i saw me in his pics..just remember how i liked him before and cant get him out of talk.. but now, its different. i felt yucky feeling on me why I'd like that person. anyways, past is just a thought to make you smile :x lovestruck..a good place to visit but not to stay.. i missed him but it seems that the feeling just for a friend now..eww hehe.. memories are there but feelings were gone..=(( broken heart.. eewws... sad not to see him but i think distance makes me route to different path.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

texts on safety bin B-) cool ~^o^~ cheer '@-@ search me

Hello everyone.. phone inbox already full and i have to delete some to give way other text coming.. but i pity deleting them so what i did is posting it here in my blogs.. these were just few and many still for posting.. happy reading!


Let everything that has breath praise the Lord! 
- Dat 102711 7:04pm

WE may not understand the Lord's wisdom behind every event, but all things happen for a reason. Right? Who knows? what we may consider as tragedy may turn our to be a blessing After all.
God is too wise to be mistaken"..
- te ros2 102611 7:00pm

Knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 
-Dat 102611 4:51pm

Good life is when you assume nothing, do more need less, smile often, dream big, laugh a lot and realize how blessed you are. :) - Michelle 102611 6:44am

Life's battles do not always favor the stronger or faster ones.
 The one who wins is the one whose heart beatsays: "With God, I can!" 
- jing 102311 6:20pm

A reminder from the Lord our God; 2John verse 8 " watch out that you do not lose what you have worked for, but that you may be rewarded fully.. 3 John verse 11 dear friend do not imitate what is evil but what is good. anyone who does what is good is from God. Anyone who does what is evil has not seen God... 
- Bebe 101611 7:40am (sunday)

In tough times, ask the Lord to let us stay motivated and calm... Look at how far we have come, rather than how far we still have to go.. Continue counting our blessings, not what we have been missing.. May everyday bring new chances to grow.. new beautiful plans to do.. New goals to pursue.. as every new day is God's miracle day!.
-te ros2 101411 5:19pm

Nagkap kana ba?

Sati ang kape napakasimple. barako lang solved na.

Ngayon napakakomplikado.. may frapuccino, mahiato, capucinno, mocha, latteespeso, atbp..
Mabuti pa ang Dios -- simple! parang kapeng 3 in 1 eksakto sa timpla 

Isang Dios tatlong Persona
Simple ngunit gumising sa antok nating kaluluwa!

Kung paanong walang matigas na kape, ay wala ring matigas na puso sa mainit Niyang 
Pagmamahal at Pagpapatawad!
- bebe sep 25'11 7:26am

To start a day is just like a painting;
Draw the line with prayers; Erase the errors with forgiveness; Dip the brush with lots of patience
 and color it with love..
 - te ros2 092011 5:06am

When I woke up this morning I asked myself; waht ar some secrets of success in life? I found the answer right at my room..

Fan said: Be cool
Roof: Aim High
Window; See the world 
Clock: Every minute is precious
Mirror: Reflect before you act.
Door:Push hard for your goals
The Floor said: "Kneel down and Pray."

-bebe 082011 12:08pm

Do you know that " Good Morning" is a simple prayer? Yes it is! everytime you tell it to anyone, you are wishing that here day will turn our the Best in every way! - Ena-Must 060711 06:17am

The purpose of our time on earth is not primarily about acquiring possessions, attaining status, achieving succes, or even experiencing happiness.. Those are secondary issues.. Life is all about love- wih God and with other people. You may succed in many areas, but if you fail to learn how to love God and love others, you'll have missed the reason why God created you.! have a great sunday! 
-Cherry 091811 09:37 am

Every promise has been fulfilled; NOT ONE HAS FAILED. - Joshua 23:14 
for every circumstance and seasons of lie, God has promises that He OFFERS to all of us.

Do you know those PROMISES offered to you long before until today?
Why still suffere being hurt when He promises us HEALING? Ezekiel 34:16

Why suffer doing things on you own when God offers His power to help?
(Isaiah 59:1)
Why remain to be greedy if God promised to pay us larger? 
-jing 071911 08:11pm

God never gives a burden heavier than we can carry.. No matter what, He wants to be more happy that sad.. If birds sing after the storm, why can't we? No one has traveled the bridge of success without  ever crossing the streets of trials.. God never promise easy journey in life, one safety on board.. Smile then be Happy! If God is with you, you can be sure how the journey is going to end. God bless you with more that that you can ever imagine!
te ros2 062611 07:51pm

Satan was complaining to the Lord.

" You are unfair! So many sinners do wrong & you take them back. Some come back a dozen times & you always welcome them. I made one big mistake & you condemn me forever.Its unfair!

The Lord said:
"Did you ever ask for forgiveness?

How great our God is, who knows how to forgive. 
-Alice Lapas 10-30-11 6:50pm