yesterday's memories (College days)

while visiting my pictures stored in our pc, i can't believe i still have the pictures with my past crush.. hehehh  eeww.. story can now be told since this guy i once admired was married already.. hehe

We became friends during our math and chemistry laboratory class. He is friendly that'swhy he is easy to be with. We became group mates and slowly observed  him. hehe..

I easily attracted to people with black beauty and chinito eyes. I liked him the way he dressed. He is neat especially when he wore white polo shirt. He doesn't know of course! until we have finished the semester class. He maybe knew that i liked him because one of my friend has a bulgar talks that every friends of mine knows and then everyone knows... what an eeww me. hehe.. but feeling already passed away... From then on, after we graduated from college, i no contact from him and thanks to facebook i meet him again but happily sadly he was married already.. hehe

Anyways, emotion cycles. Just expressing my emotions. HappY bloGgings!

Start a single simple thoughts and changes follows

I like the qoute just read today:

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
       - Anonymous

Happy blogging! and have a great day to all visitors. God bless you!

resolution #2 : Not to visit my admired persons facebook!

Quietly i observed that my visit time to their facebook consumes lots of my time. I sometimes can't avoid being hurt.. eeeewww hehe.. because sometimes i get jealous... its my weakness. Jealousy. Though the person i admired not knowing my feelings.. hehe i am hoping but maybe someone knows already. anyways, its my resolved not to see them any of them. What for seeing them anyway? my desire for them will only grow deeper and its no good. and to some admired person am avoiding my desire to be awaken.. hehe yes true. thats why it is a forced resolution for to get them out of my mind.

resolution 1: Target weight! 120lbs

Its long time already that i aimed an increased in weight and now marking this day as my beginning of gaining kilos body. Me and my friend went on diet. I am aiming to gain weight and my friend is aiming to lose weight. We made a plan to jog every morning and have some exercise and we did just today. 

From our home to city area I made a walk and has reached our meeting place hungry. So, I bought hot pandisal so that while on way to iligan city hall i have something to eat. snacks while on walk and my friend became grrr that she could hold from asking. She was hungry too so i gave her. Funny we both laughed because of our aim.  

In the jogging area we both made three rounds and i felt almost giving up and my friend was persistent doing the walk and jog. I just enjoying my walk following her and we both made 3 rounds. After the rounds, we then proceed to her gym for her workout and I am just watching her. So tired(kapoy) already to perform those she performed. 

Hope a blessed life for all friends and families. Have a healthy diet to all!

patience on the marks

 to see this result makes me grieved! wrrrrrrr! huhuhu... almost got the passing grade for the two subjects. huhuhu but i didn't .. only 4 points lacked to get passed..huhu.. now am doing the overall recap because am gonna take all 4 subject again to get the the Electronics Engineering License.. huhuhu

 i felt lazy doing study back again but i have to.. huhuhu.. anyways, i admit, i have a hard time loving this two subjects.. maybe it signs me to love them more.. To love them is not easy.. it cost your patience...  huhuhu hope to get it passed   by next year again.. huhuhu 

Anyways.. happy blogging to all!

Rest but DON'T QUIT Wendy!

my long time crush

happy to see him online today..  so long time i haven't seen him in  person.. He's doing okay. He is busy with his law studies. he ask me how my exam.Shy to say i failed but happy to hear words of encouragement from him to pursue getting it. Do not give up he said...hehehe.. so KILIG to hear this from him. but its up to kilig moment only. This man i admired before and even to now. Started when I was in 5th year college. My brother and i were new to church and i saw him playing the base guitar. He is in white polo and i easily get attracted to wearing polo men. hehe.. so shallow like.. anyways, as we getting close with church mate, he became closed to  us also and to my brother. My brother used to visit the apartment where he is staying for bible study and when brother is homed, i used to asked how this man going. My brother observed, that i always asked him and he is not favor with him. He advised me to look for others.. hehe.. I don't know what my brother dislikes from this man but i like him that simple.

 Every time he is near, my heart pumps and i avoid in order not to get obvious what i felt for him. so eww of my feeling for him before. so funny thought now to recall. Just don't know how he will react if he will know that am an avid admirer of him. wheew!

In my friends wedding, i was picked up as maid of honor in replacement of his friend because she is not coming. And to my surprise, the partner was him. eew.. again my heart was awakened. Long time already i have not seen him and for that friend's meaningful occasion we became partner...wheeew! So mixed emotions i felt that time. and in picture post time i was so conscious because many are knowing it already aside from him.. But i think he knows already but he not obvious knowing it.. hehe.. so shy to know that I got a crush on him. Time so slow moving to my count that time because i can't believe we became partner that time.

He is soon to be lawyer and can't get him reach. He is getting farther as i like him getting near.. ewww.. hehe..anyways,  i always like hearing him speaking. Every words has a deep meaning and i like that. I wish him lawyer someday. Hoping he can pass the BAR Exam.

For now, I heard that he likes someone, and so i have to accept it..How blessed is his wife to have him. My prayer for him is a blessed life to wherever and whoever he is directed to.

Have a nice day to all.

Up to admirations only!

I met this person last 2005 and we became closed friends till 2007. He left and he is now out of reached.I would say he is close to everyone in fairness. First notice him, he alone joining us while having party while his colleagues not joining that was in chali i think. secondly at December party. Our friends took pictures with him and me too to join the crowds fan most. Felt shy with my too heavy make up face but that was it. It shows on the pictures my consciousness to have him picture with and he don't mind.  While in the bus,he calls me Vendy and am Wendy never mind.

days past and am getting to know him slowly. His a good guy. Good looking guy that at first glance you will unnoticed but later on discover his beauty. He is close to everyone and by the time he is close to me i get irritated. I no wonder why someone will get close him because he persist getting you as friend.He cares and I like caring ones but sadly he is married already.

What i like from this man is he is smart. You can learn from him because he teach. When you are not listening, he knows!. He cares and give advised to your goodness. He sometimes giving treat to Jollibee and Mcdonalds of which I like most. hehe.. He owns the talk and I enjoyed listening especially about his family..

And we became close friend to the point others asked if he is my BF. hehe.. tooo close no good impact to others mind especially when you are close to the someones husband! It became my struggle how to out from our friendship that time.

This man deserves respects and he loves his wife."i love my wife" word comes from him made me salute his faithfulness to his wife. That's why hated when someone doubted he is my BF.

Many times, i doubted because i was indeed closed to him and am getting jealous by other friends.Sometimes to avoid talks of the office i avoid him as much as I could..  I sometimes distance him for others to get chance to be with him of which he also distant from them. Many of his invitations i refused though i like joining dinner out. He always grr because of my thinking. I always mind of other people say.

The time has come and he was leaving for good. I was shocked with what my heart felt.That time felt like, having someone closed dear left me for long time. I cried to the most missing him and i can no longer see him. A bit shame for me to be seen by him crying but what to do? that was it and i could not control tears from flowing..

hhmmm.. Anyways, I somehow admired that person! Hoping him blessed life with his family.

I FAILED! then what?

Passing the ECE board exam is one of my frustration. Others got it easily and I not!. Sometimes grieve to have it because it somehow help raise salary.. hehe.. thats why i failed because i no passion on getting it. What am after only is getting it for something. Anyway, Loving ECE is not easy. When i started reviewing past college subjects, I kinda bit starting over again studying past subjects.. I already forgotten some ways to solve problems. Lots of sleepless nights recalling and practicing solving. Pressures were brawling(I stopped from going to work just to focus, my family could not received that little help and sister will have her studies with my mother unstable income supporting her.) Huh! its all i always thought and it makes somehow consumes I think half of memory work. But I make it a challenge to the more study. And in the Board exam I FAILED!. A bit discouraging but i only make it as a patience on me in getting the license. with more than 4500 who took the exam only 1600 plus passed. The rate i got was 71.5 % and 70% is the passing. It grr me the more because got it already but sadly, the rule is to passed all 4 subjects with 70% rate. Huhuhu. I Failed from other 2 subject.

For now, I bit shy reporting to work for my boss because i failed the exam. I simply failed. A bit shy because many are praying but it seems my effort not that enough to get it. Faith is dead without work! what i believed. A bit shy to the one supported me to have full time review. As of now, again resolved not to find work yet because i need to review back again. A bit worried because am not getting younger and i need to get it sooner because i will have my family also on my own. I need to help my future husband in our finances somehow in the future... hehe.. if he allows me.

Simply move on. Try again. Try and try until you succeed! if i failed many times then I should never give up. Failures are there to make you strong. hehe.. it hurts but still thankful to God. Its what I  liked from this video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13N6gAlhAqg .. if you have time please watch.

Happy days to all! God bless us.

PASTa makes me smile!

wendy is eeeeeewww.. i saw me in his pics..just remember how i liked him before and cant get him out of talk.. but now, its different. i felt yucky feeling on me why I'd like that person. anyways, past is just a thought to make you smile ..a good place to visit but not to stay.. i missed him but it seems that the feeling just for a friend now..eww hehe.. memories are there but feelings were gone.... eewws... sad not to see him but i think distance makes me route to different path.

texts on safety bin   

Hello everyone.. phone inbox already full and i have to delete some to give way other text coming.. but i pity deleting them so what i did is posting it here in my blogs.. these were just few and many still for posting.. happy reading!

Let everything that has breath praise the Lord! 

- Dat 102711 7:04pm

WE may not understand the Lord's wisdom behind every event, but all things happen for a reason. Right? Who knows? what we may consider as tragedy may turn our to be a blessing After all.

God is too wise to be mistaken"..

- te ros2 102611 7:00pm

Knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 

-Dat 102611 4:51pm

Good life is when you assume nothing, do more need less, smile often, dream big, laugh a lot and realize how blessed you are. :) - Michelle 102611 6:44am

Life's battles do not always favor the stronger or faster ones.

 The one who wins is the one whose heart beatsays: "With God, I can!" 

- jing 102311 6:20pm

A reminder from the Lord our God; 2John verse 8 " watch out that you do not lose what you have worked for, but that you may be rewarded fully.. 3 John verse 11 dear friend do not imitate what is evil but what is good. anyone who does what is good is from God. Anyone who does what is evil has not seen God... 

- Bebe 101611 7:40am (sunday)

In tough times, ask the Lord to let us stay motivated and calm... Look at how far we have come, rather than how far we still have to go.. Continue counting our blessings, not what we have been missing.. May everyday bring new chances to grow.. new beautiful plans to do.. New goals to pursue.. as every new day is God's miracle day!.

-te ros2 101411 5:19pm

Nagkap kana ba?

Sati ang kape napakasimple. barako lang solved na.

Ngayon napakakomplikado.. may frapuccino, mahiato, capucinno, mocha, latteespeso, atbp..

Mabuti pa ang Dios -- simple! parang kapeng 3 in 1 eksakto sa timpla 

Isang Dios tatlong Persona

Simple ngunit gumising sa antok nating kaluluwa!

Kung paanong walang matigas na kape, ay wala ring matigas na puso sa mainit Niyang 

Pagmamahal at Pagpapatawad!

- bebe sep 25'11 7:26am

To start a day is just like a painting;

Draw the line with prayers; Erase the errors with forgiveness; Dip the brush with lots of patience

 and color it with love..

 - te ros2 092011 5:06am

When I woke up this morning I asked myself; waht ar some secrets of success in life? I found the answer right at my room..

Fan said: Be cool

Roof: Aim High

Window; See the world 

Clock: Every minute is precious

Mirror: Reflect before you act.

Door:Push hard for your goals

The Floor said: "Kneel down and Pray."

-bebe 082011 12:08pm

Do you know that " Good Morning" is a simple prayer? Yes it is! everytime you tell it to anyone, you are wishing that here day will turn our the Best in every way! - Ena-Must 060711 06:17am

The purpose of our time on earth is not primarily about acquiring possessions, attaining status, achieving succes, or even experiencing happiness.. Those are secondary issues.. Life is all about love- wih God and with other people. You may succed in many areas, but if you fail to learn how to love God and love others, you'll have missed the reason why God created you.! have a great sunday! 

-Cherry 091811 09:37 am

Every promise has been fulfilled; NOT ONE HAS FAILED. - Joshua 23:14 

for every circumstance and seasons of lie, God has promises that He OFFERS to all of us.

Do you know those PROMISES offered to you long before until today?

Why still suffere being hurt when He promises us HEALING? Ezekiel 34:16

Why suffer doing things on you own when God offers His power to help?

(Isaiah 59:1)

Why remain to be greedy if God promised to pay us larger? 

-jing 071911 08:11pm

God never gives a burden heavier than we can carry.. No matter what, He wants to be more happy that sad.. If birds sing after the storm, why can't we? No one has traveled the bridge of success without  ever crossing the streets of trials.. God never promise easy journey in life, one safety on board.. Smile then be Happy! If God is with you, you can be sure how the journey is going to end. God bless you with more that that you can ever imagine!

- te ros2 062611 07:51pm

Satan was complaining to the Lord.

" You are unfair! So many sinners do wrong & you take them back. Some come back a dozen times & you always welcome them. I made one big mistake & you condemn me forever.Its unfair!

The Lord said:

"Did you ever ask for forgiveness?

How great our God is, who knows how to forgive. 

-Alice Lapas 10-30-11 6:50pm

My ECE Board Exam Theme Song

VOICE OF TRUTH

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwsvqVmFV6Y

Oh,what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
You you'll never win

But the Voice of truth tells me a different story
the Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth

Oh, what I would do
to have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
with just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound
of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out
my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
time and time again
"Boy you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth

But the stone was just the right size
to put the giant on the ground
and the waves they don't seem so high
from on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
when I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
singing over me

But the Voice of truth tells me a different story
The Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe (I will choose to listen and believe)
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the Voice of truth
I will listen and believe
'Cause Jesus you are the Voice of truth
And I will listen to you.. oh you are the Voice of truth

I plunked!

huhuhuhuhuhu

I failed in the our preboard exam...

i got 47.6 % only and 70% is the passing rate..

huhuhu Doing double time.. seconds count wendy..

A blessed Sunday to all

Pre-board.. Pre-board.. Saturday and Sunday

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

~ Unknown

 just now finished our first day pre-board examination... too difficult and waiting for tomorrow again to take the whole day exam in General Engineering and Electronic Systems...

huhuhu dont know what to come out.. results will be on Wednesday..

the pre-board is intended for our evaluation of how much we are prepared in the coming Actual Board exam to be given by the PRC... so excited and admit am a bit worried.. anyways, there's nothing too hard for HIM and all i can be assured is to trust HIM.. May He blessed me with wisdom and understanding all the way to Actual exam.. 

Have a nice day to all!

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a.daily.smile.from.you

A God blessed Sunday to all dears and friends...

thanks to mother:-)

really i almost got no fund for my meal.. and thanks to my mother sending me support.. huhu.. thanks mother..hope to pay you after the exam..

and...i'm...in..Love..and..im..terrified!.. nakz song

weeeeh...the songs hits my likes..

am in love.. but hes not knowing it.... waaaah..so terrified with the lyrics..

lyrics below... Hope he's not reading it...

You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need
If you let me try

anyways... thats how the lyrics goes...

back to study wendy!.. exam is up coming verrrry soooon... weeehw.. so excited to see you..!

i...likes...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZlXWp6vFdE&feature=related
--...its a huhuhu
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tR4ufYUevu8&feature=related

the ECE Word lyrics

Words don't come ECE to me
How can I find a way to make you CEE I love you?
Words dont come ECE

Words dont come ECE to me
This is the only way for me to CEE I love You ECE!

just a "Word" song lyrics application...again a blog of expressions while on study.

DC and AC heartwaves...

my heart beats almost DC and you made it AC..
rectified but you made it amplified..tel me how will I make it simplified?..
a wendelynian poem can never be a theorem..

june 11, 2011..The poem was just a thought came when i was listening to our AC DC reviewer..
when i get bored and word don't come easy i used to play it with my memory...

smile and be happy blogging your emotions to expressions... :)

a very special day to celebrate HIS faithfulness.

June 24, 2011 its my 29th year of existence.

First of all thanking HIM for additional year given. another year and chance to express his love for others through me.. it's another year to count HIS blessing and so another year to extend that blessing to others.. i hope this year would be a year better than the past year.. i may not be good as to what others might be expecting but i hope to be as what GOD want me to be.. ;) happy logging expressions.

A thought of yesterday's friends...

just remembered one dear friend of mine in the past while
passing near Ayala Mall Cebu... This friend never get easily angered, funny, gwapo( that's what they call) but i think it's the good heart inside him that makes him guapo.. and that inside goodness reflects outside to call him indeed guapo..hmm..hope he can maintain it..

Today's?, he can never be contacted as easy now.. he is soo busy.. not to disturb him anymore because he have dears also to get busy with and that how appreciated with this friend...

Anyways...

Friends really are to be treasured even they are so far away to reach or even unreachable.. I thought before friends can be easily replaced.. yes, they can be replaced but the time spent you together can't be..

they may not be communicating at all but at least in our hearts they are resonating.. Just would like to tell this one friend... Thank you! for the time spent while near... I don't know now where this friend now located but in my heart he can be easily located..

Hoping not only to this friend but to all far friends , will all have the joy and blessing in their lives.. Hoping them healthy physical, emotional and spiritual life, and good relationships with their families..i may not be reaching them out through any earth's medium of communication but i'll be reaching them in an open way communication to God...

since the day i saw you...

The night we met I knew I needed you so
And if I had the chance I'd never let you go
Oh, since the day I saw you
I have been waiting for you
You know I will adore you
Till eternity

So won't you please

(Be my be my baby) Be my little baby
(My one and only baby) Say you'll be my darling
(Be my be my baby) Be my baby now
Ooh, ohh, ohh, oh

I'll make you happy, baby
Just wait and see
For every kiss you give me
I'll give you three

Oh, since the day I saw you
I have been waiting for you
You know I will adore you
Till eternity

So won't you please

(Be my be my baby) Be my little baby
(My one and only baby) Say you'll be my darling
(Be my be my baby) Be my baby now
Ooh, ohh, ohh, oh

[INSTRUMENTAL]

So come on and please
(Be my be my baby) Be my little baby
(My one and only baby) Say you'll be my darling
(Be my be my baby) Be my baby now
Ooh, ohh, ohh, oooooooh

my ideal family man... whheew!

Hopefully i can meet my husband to be like this man with his kids.. having time by singing with them... whhheeeeew.. after seing this video i was in wonder why his wife left him..maybe she regret it now while seeing this video.. sad on her side leaving a husband like him(handsome, cute, and a family oriented man)... anyways, hoping this man will continue to take care of his kids and hoping they(wife and him) get settled.. Have a nice day to all!

don't stop believing!

its on the last part..

wedding set up... nice!

Soon..

Soon and very soon
my King is coming
robed in righteousness
and crowned with love
When I see Him
I shall be made like Him
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
I'll be going
to the place He has prepared for me
There my sin erased
my shame forgotten
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
with unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul will be satisfied
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
see the procession
The angels and the elders
round the throne
At his feet I lay
my crowns my worship
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul will be satisfied
Soon and very soon

Though I have not seen Him
my heart knows Him well
Jesus Christ the lamb
the Lord of heaven

I will be with one I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul will be satisfied
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon

Age to Age

Lyrics:

You gave me hope you made me whole at the cross.

You took my place you showed me grace.

At the cross where you died for me.

Chorus

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hillsong_united/age_to_age.html ]

And his glory appears like the light from the sun

Age to age he shines look to the skies hear the angels cry.

Saying holy is the Lord.

Chorus

You gave me hope you made me whole at the cross.

You took my place you showed me grace

At the cross where you died for me.

And his glory appears like the light from the sun.

Age to age he shines look to the skies here the angels cry.

Saying holy is the Lord.

Wonderful, Merciful Savior

Wonderful, merciful Savior
Precious Redeemer and Friend
Who would have thought that a Lamb
Could rescue the souls of men
Oh you rescue the souls of men

Counselor, Comforter, Keeper
Spirit we long to embrace
You offer hope when our hearts have
Hopelessly lost the way
Oh, we hopelessly lost the way

You are the One that we praise
You are the One we adore
You give the healing and grace
Our hearts always hunger for
Oh, our hearts always hunger for

Almighty, infinite Father
Faithfully loving Your own
Here in our weakness You find us
Falling before Your throne
Oh, we're falling before Your throne

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selah/#share

God Bless the Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus]

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

You Alone Are God

Lyrics:

I confess my hope

In the light of Your salvation

Where I lose myself

I will find You're all I need

Sing my soul

Of the Saviour's love

Sing my soul

Unto God alone

I will meet You here

In the life we call surrender

Let the world I know

Be the glory of Your grace

Sing my soul

Of the Saviour's love

Sing my soul

Unto God alone

You alone are God

You alone are God

we give thanks to glory of your name

We declare the glory of Your name

Reign in all the earth

Reign in all the earth Jesus

i miss childhood of my twin causins...

Exceeding Joy...

Lyrics: Exceeding Joy

I have found exceeding joy
Jesus answered when I called
This Name that has saved me
Pure love that embraced me

Mercy, grace, eternal life
Bought from darkness to His light

While lost in my sin, He
Raised me and made me live

My soul magnifies the Lord
My heart joys in God my Saviour
For He lifts the lowly
He's done great things for me
I will sing, praising evermore
He is mighty and Holy is His Name.

I will lift my head up high
Praising Jesus through each trial
Though I have not seen Him
I love Him completely

hoping my causin olan will back home... may he realized how we  care him..

my sister's 23rd birthday (April 9, 2011)

My Wish lyrics
Songwriters: Steele, Jeffrey; Robson, Steve;

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' ?til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
(My wish for you)

This is my wish
(My wish for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you
(My wish for you)
May all your dreams stay big
(My wish for you)

rythm of love

Lyrics: Rythm of Love

My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
I told her "I love the view from up here
Warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love"
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun ...
Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love

My heart beats like a drum
A guitar string to the strum
A beautiful song to be sung
She's got blue eyes deep like the sea
That roll back when she's laughing at me
She rises up like the tide
The moment ...
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun ...

Held

 Held Lyrics
Artist(Band):Natalie Grant

Two months is too little
They let him go
They had no sudden healing
To think that providence
Would take a child from his mother
While she prays, is appalling
Who told us we'd be rescued
What has changed and
Why should we be saved from nightmares
We're asking why this happens to us
Who have died to live, it's unfair
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held
This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it and
Let the hatred numb our sorrows
The wise hand opens slowly
To lilies of the valley and tomorrow
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held
If hope if born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait, for one hour
Watching for our Savior
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held
[Repeat Chorus]

Love is waiting..

"Love Is Waiting"

In the autumn on the ground,
between the traffic and the ordinary sounds
I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through
I watch as lovers pass me by
Walking stories - whos and hows and whys
Musing lazily on love
Pondering you
I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell
When it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well

[CHORUS:]
I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting til we're ready, til it's right
Love is waiting

It's my caution not the cold
there's no other hand that i would rather hold
the climate changes, I'm singing for the strangers about you
don't keep time, slow the pace
Honey hold on if you can
the bets are getting surer now that you're my man

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]
I could write a million songs about the way you say my name
I could live a lifetime with you and then do it all again
and like I can't force the sun to rise or hasten summer's start,
neither should I rush my way into your heart

Father's Love Letter

Nothing compares this kind of Love Letter ever.. nice ever and its forever.. with so much joyful thanks to the One who made all of me and accepted me as His child..

My Life's testimony

Heaven or hell?
Where Am I going after life's end?

    While we were on phone conversation, my friend mentioned that  she is 100% sure of going to heaven. That was so strange declaration for me, and I asked myself, "how come she is so sure of it?"  I COULDN'T ANSWER IT MYSELF.

  This had been the question before that I  hardly can't answer. Of course, no one likes to be forever tortured in hell.. But why couldn't I be assured in going to heaven .. why is it that my friend has assurance of eternal life?. 

Doing what is good (like doing good to one's neighbor, being so kind, helpful, prayerful and always going to church, respectful to parents and to the community, doing  good to my studies and many others) is what I always thought would earn me mercy from God, and consequently bring me to heaven, and also my family. Some people and relatives in my hometown had seen my good deeds- like helping my parents and doing best at school. All of these were what I always thought can bring me to heaven... But one night, I dreamt that Jesus was here on earth and many people approached Him.., and so I joined the crowd in approaching Him. But I saw Him very far away from me.. He never gave me attention  and I wondered a lot. I was so ashamed that he never approached near me. I felt so guilty of many sins which I did. To appease my feelings, I went to church after class, joined their bible studies, prayer meetings, did many good works. Perhaps by doing so, these can bring me nearer to Jesus.

 One Sunday afternoon, my brother invited me to join the young people fellowship in Iligan (ACM). While waiting, someone approached me and shared me(one on one) the "Bridge Illustration - The Gospel".


The illustration pointed to my broken relationship with God because of sin, and my facing death as a consequence. Judgment follows after death, and since all sinners go to hell, even lying, I am qualified for that eternal damnation. Though man tried hard to go back to God by good works, religion, sacrifices, he can never do that because God is perfect and could never tolerate any sin. But loved us, He made a way for man to be reconciled to God. John 3:16 stated that "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." Jesus is the only way the truth and the life, and no one can go to the Father, except through Him. All I need to do is to acknowledge my sins, and by faith trust Jesus and invite Him into my heart as my Lord and Savior.

 While she was sharing, I was with tears hearing  that  l illustration... I realized  that all my good works are just DIRTY RAGS  for God declared that (All of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags; we all shrivel up like a leaf, and like the wind our sins sweep us away - Isaiah 64:6)...
I thank  Jesus Christ's crucifixion  which was the payment for my sins.,, (³ For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance^[a]: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, ⁴ that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures, - 1 Corinthians) So, there is hope for me and am 100%  that my past, present and future sins are already forgiven because Jesus Christ paid me.
I then made the greatest decision in my life- I believe and trusted Christ to be my only Lord and Savior. I am now 100% sure that there is no more condemnation  when He comes again because He promised that  in ( John 5:24 "I tell you the truth, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life.) . Now good works is an overflow of my relationship with Jesus..

From being  a  murderer to my enemies, and  because I  hated my brother  before when he disobeyed  our parents and sometimes disrespected  me , now I can love them from my heart.

From being so dirty in heart and mind.  God through Jesus Christ made me clean because of His blood.. He cannot condem me anymore because Jesus blood washed all my sins when He died for me.

By indulging in  drunkenness, filthy talks, cheating, lying and many other shameful things before, now He gave me a new heart and works out His loving purposes in my life.

He now disciplines me as His child, to correct me and lead me to His paths.

 The reason why I can't answer my friend's question in the past if I am sure of my place in heaven is because l I don't have Jesus Christ in my heart yet! I don't have Jesus Christ in my life yet!

Now, i can boldly say that I am 100% going to heaven after my life's end at any moment!

My hope now is for my all family members,,  relatives and friends to come to know the truth and accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. I want to see them in Heaven also and that  I asked the Lord to use me to share His love to them.

Now, God is so busy on my details to prosper his plans for me. God is giving me family of believers to help me and show me how to live a Christian life. Through their lives, God is showing me   that I can not live a Christ like character without him. I can now  invite others to be in God's family because  have now a living relationship with Jesus.  (John 15:5 "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.) I considered this as my life verse.

God's Boxes

I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,
And all your joys in the gold."

 

I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.

With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.

I showed the hole to God, and mused,
"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
"My child, they're all here with me.."

I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is for you to let go."

We should consider all of our friends a blessing.
Send this to a friend today just to let them know you
are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life.

A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end.
It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.
But the treasure inside for you to see,
Is the treasure of friendship you've granted to me.

Today I pass the friendship ball to you.
Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you...

 

 

let's all join in praying for people in japan hit by Tsunami

email came from one of my friend in Japan..

     Still continue. Some building are collapsed. Many fires.
    We are waiting Tsunami, it is expected more than 10m wave.
    All transportation are now dead. We cannot leave for home..

    email from KHI friend in japan at 16:45...
      ...
    

 

 

hoping they all safe..

lets all continue praying for them..

life is like a cup of coffee...

Just read this morning all coffee's benefit and just remember what my housemate referred me to watch "life is like a cup of coffee".. I appreciated it and have now the reason why i should not give up on drinking it.... touching me deeply..


God bless us all!

there's no need to mask...

The Real Me Lyrics
Artist(Band):Natalie Grant

Foolish heart looks like we're here again
Same old game of plastic smile
Don't let anybody in
Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break
How much will they take before I'm empty
Do I let it show, does anybody know?

[Chorus:]
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
Painted on, life is behind a mask
Self-inflicted circus clown
I'm tired of the song and dance
Living a charade, always on parade
What a mess I've made of my existence
But you love me even now
And still I see somehow
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
And you love me just as I am
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me

One night with the King movie

"One Night With The King" a legendary story of the young Jewish girl named Hadassah. Her life portrays the Biblical Esther who happens to be the Queen of Persia. What is good about her is her very strong faith in God. She believes she can save her Jewish nations and indeed God showed her favor. She saves the nation from its arch enemies.. All the while, also winning the heart of the extremely handsome King Xerxes..

Nice movie...

Why Me?

 

 

...and you question   God    -   'why me?'...

always look at the bigger picture....

 

A day without the Lord- Is a day wasted.