the same as always..

My phone alarms not working but i have to force train myself to wake up early at 5:30am.. always in a hurry to get prepared, take morning meal, drink milo, and take two rides to office. It has been a daily habit, even my eyes still shuts off while doing it daily.

after logged in to enter school, another task is waiting. Students are waiting to get into their laboratory, phone lines with uninterpretable rings while complainants impatiently waiting to report their computer and internet connection troubles.. and all the while still smiling with a good mode... hours past, still I am grateful doing many things.

The case for now is that anyone who keeps an eye on me might judge my life has been reduced to unending routine of "same as always" but the reality is the time of my sameness is simply one page of in my life story.

Other life pages have ended and this another pages will also end at some point, and rest assured God will turn it as new page beginning a with daily struggles and challenges of its own.

When I think about my different life pages and chapters, encouragement from the bible i take into meditation..

Psalm 31:14-15
14 But as for me, I trust in You, O LORD;
I say, “You are my God.”
15 My times are in Your hand;
Deliver me from the hand of my enemies,
And from those who persecute me.

It's so important for us to remember that our heavenly Father has ordained our days, even our "alwaysness" days for our good and His glory. While we might see them as ordinary, tiresome, miserable or even frustrating , the Lord can make use of our daily circumstances to make us transform into a clear image reflections of Him.

In the midst of our circumstances we might long for change, but we can rest in the One who never changes. Hebrews 13:8 tells us "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever" (NIV). This verse is an encouragement to celebrate each day by persevering and staying the course because Jesus "ever lives, and is ever the same…merciful, powerful, and all-sufficient" (Matthew Henry).

The One who knows us best and loves us most is present to provide everything we need to continue on until He changes our circumstances.

God bless us all!...

crush 1

When i was high school, we have this what we call "recollections".. the invites were all first year and second year high schoolers. I was one of the invites and it made me feel so excited with the hope that my crush will join also. hmm..
But his appearance not present.. and that makes me miss him...

after some activities, reading bible, cooking, and playing, i saw this very talented man in soccer and basketball playing. He's not that tall but still he was joining the playing team.. also in table tennis he excel so my heart slowly creeping to like him... as to what i said, He's not that tall, handsome and most all he is DARK.. ewww my friends used to call me..because he's not good looking... he was second year that time and i was first year... 1 year gap...

After so much fun looking at him playing games, i started to like playing table tennis which caused me to play hard and being qualified in the regional games.. My purpose of enrolling it is that i just wanted to see him playing.. that's all..

Soccer ball is what he like most.. and i stick to table tennis which i hated playing without seeing him.. eww.. what a grown up girl feeling.. every details of his activities i am a fan and he's not knowing it until i gave a birthday card.. eewwww so shy to what i did.. I can't imagine i did that just to let him know.. but anyways.. that all my past yucky feeling to him..

so much struggle after he knew it.. He felt shy and me too much shame of what i did.. it's not good to hear that am making the first move.. but i did it.. anyways.. clumsy past of me..

There was a longing that maybe this guy would court me.. again yucks,, what a feeling pretty girl i was.. Until he was 4rth year and i was on my 3rd year at iligan city. I transferred due to family financial condition, my card grade problem and afraid much that i will be married at my very young age. Other aunties told me to marry or neighbor because he can afford to make me live abundantly.. wheew! thankful one aunties saved me.. she let me studies in iligan and that made me miss my first crush..

While in iligan, my friends news me that he was looking for me but my feelings slowly fading... they said that he likes me, but he can't tell it on me so i don't believe.. So years past and we no communication at all..I just heard that he married and that made us a very big gap.. What left is my yucky feelings remembering the things i did for him to make notice of me.. Yucks ,.. yucks on me..

K'Joey's Wedding presentation

give and forget

My offering should be my gratitude act of what God has done to me.
My heart in giving should be in thankful response to what He has given.
Even though it is sometimes a sacrifice to my part, i should be doing it joyfully.
What is heartily given is unforgotten by God.

Be always reminded that we are blessed to be a blessing.




Genesis 12:1–4 (ESV)

 

12 Now the Lord said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you. 2 And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing.


Happy blogging to all..

Dear Mr. God

Dear Mr. God,

I’m writin’ You today

Because it seems like lately 

I’ve forgotten how to pray

I know I don’t need this pen

But everybody likes to get 

A letter now and then

I’m sorry for not writin’ more



Chorus:

‘Cause I need you

But it’s hard to see

Why anyone as big as You

Needs anything from me

I know You’re there

So how ya been?

I’m alright but I can’t lie,

Sometimes I feel like givin’ in

You’re all I’ve got



Dear Mr. God,

Sometimes I wish

You lived next door

So over coffee You could tell me

What You started all this for

I guess you saw

That sunrise yesterday

Thanks for the reminder 

That You’re never gone away

It gives me hope

Telling You what You already know



I need you 

But it’s hard to see

Why anyone as big as you

Needs anything from me

I know You’re there 

So how’ve You Been?

I’m all right but I can’t lie

Sometimes I feel like givin’ in



Dear Mr. God,

Tell me do You ever cry

When we forget to thank You

For the good things in our lives?

I know I can’t always understand

Why You do the things You do 

But I know in the end

I’ll make it through

If I stand next to You

So here I am



Dear Mr. God,

I’m writin’ you today

Because it seems like lately 

I’ve forgotten how to pray

the song touches... Hoping I could write all to God...

Behti Hawa Sa Tha Woh

really enjoyed much watching the 3 idiots movie.. there so much in friendships that you need to treasure and take care with..

when your friends left you a heart print it will remain forever ...it maybe outdated but it will always be memory back updated...

when eyes seems to look at you far distance to reach
mind always says your friend is just in heart closed distance..never too far distant!

Behti Hawa Sa Tha Woh

Behti Hawa Sa Tha Woh
He was like a flowing wind

Udti Patang Sa Tha Woh
He was like a soaring kite

Kahan Gaya Usse Dhoondo
Where he vanished, lets find him

Humko Toh Raahein Thi Chalati
While the paths always lead us

Woh Khud Apni Raah Banata
He always made his path

Girta Sambhalta Masti Mein Chalta Tha Woh
Sometimes fell, sometimes balanced but always went ahead cheerfully

Humko Kal Ki Fikar Sataati
We were always worried about tomorrow

Woh Bas Aaj Ka Jashn Manaata
He always celebrated today

Har Lamhe Ko Khulke Jeeta Tha Woh
He lived every minute fully

Kahan Se Aaya Tha Woh
From where did he come

Chhooke Hamare Dil Ko Kahan Gaya Usse Doondo
Where did he vanished, touching our hearts

Sulagti Dhoop Mein Chhaaon Ke Jaisa
He was like shade in scorching sun

Registaan Mein Gaaon Ke Jaisa
He was like an oasis in a vast desert

Mann Ke Ghaav Me Marham Jaisa Tha Woh
He was like the medicine for wounded heart

Hum Sahme Se Rehte Kuwein Mein
We were limited to well

Woh Nadiya Mein Gote Lagata
He will do somersault in the river

Ulti Dhara Cheerke Tairta Tha Woh
He used to swim against the waterfall

Baadal Awara Tha Woh
He was like a carefree cloud

Yaar Hamara Tha Woh
He was our friend

Kahan Gaya Usse Dhoondo
Where he vanished, lets find him



From a distance,


Windy

There will be A Day'

The song lyrics inspires me to move on always... there so much ahead to look forward..

I try to hold on to this world with everything I have
But I feel the weight of what it brings, and the hurt that tries to grab
The many trials that seem to never end, His word declares this truth
That we will enter in this rest with wonders anew

But I hold on to this hope and the promise that He brings
That there will be a place with no more suffering

There will be a day with no more tears
No more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place
Will be no more, we'll see Jesus face to face
But until that day, we'll hold on to you always

I know the journey seems so long
You feel you?re walking on your own
But there has never been a step
Where you?ve walked out all alone

Troubled soul don?t lose your heart
Cause joy and peace he brings
And the beauty that?s in store
Outweighs the hurt of life?s sting

There will be a day with no more tears
No more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place
Will be no more, we'll see Jesus face to face
But until that day, we'll hold on to you always

I can?t wait until that day where the very one
I?ve lived for always will wipe away the sorrow that I?ve faced
To touch the scars that rescued me from a life of shame and misery
O, this is why, this is why I sing

There will be a day with no more tears
No more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place
Will be no more, we'll see Jesus face to face

There will be a day with no more tears
No more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place
Will be no more, we'll see Jesus face to face

There will be a day he will wipe away the tears
He will wipe away the tears
He will wipe away the tears
There will be a day



Have a blessed day to all!

little feet behind..

Bukid side of Brgy kalipay, hingoog city...

Kalipay means "Joy".. Its what the tribe people called this place..
The 2.5 hours walked just to reach the project site kinda tiring if your alone walking..
Many of us enjoyed the walked because many accompanied...

Can't imagine how people here used to walked this far distance just to gain education. Now i understand, why some don't persevere.. it's because roads were really leg and feet breaking...

On way to construction site... Higaonon tribes area

Here to serve God's construction workers..

These were the little kids of the Higaonon tribes in Kalipay mountain..

Hoping to see these little ones growing up serving the Lord as what their parents did.

There's always joy in kids faces.. am just side bit of it..


the JOY (Kalipay) is.... I reached the place and have seen glimpse from God.

When you believe!

Why i like it? the song motivates you to believe that unseen events to come will be well taken cared by the Most High Loving God...

I am His Child and he can do me no harms for My future is in Him..

All i should be doing is to TRUST HIM always...


<sup>Proverbs 3:5-6

5</sup> Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
⁶ in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.

Brgy. Bualan, Pob. Kumalarang

The watery road to brgy bualan, kumalarang Zambo Sur...

soo many pictures still for uploads..

my friend's angel dedication..

My friend Cathy and Bong's baby angel dedication...

Also accept layout design for every celebrations..

munchies ad

My office mate's business "Munchies" for advertisement

So yummy and tasty... tried and sweet tasted!

mommy's will love it..

Daddy's will love it...

and more kids will love it..

wanna make an order?...

just enjoying idle time

My first photoshop works.. very simple but i labored patience on it the whole afternoon.


invitations for my friend's student to attend miniworkshop on" Discovering Me."

first day working at 2nd employer... so i put a colors on my vacant time.

keep it up always... always make them smile with your art works..

kaise muhje

I soaked on watching hindi movies to learn atleast some of their spoken words...

"gahdjini"... i've seen this movie and it's quietly breaking your emotions into pieces..

Kalpana's character is some what should all people be wearing.. I like her and really blessed is her husband to have her.. but but... it seems she will be in memories only.. i cried a lot while watching "Ghajini" movie..

all i can say to my heart, all izz well it's only a movie.. not to take it seriously to emotions..

Happy and blessed day to all..

friends in my journey

She don't know how her post be on this 1 ft height to reach clouds..

the 100 feet above the ground...screaming smiles



wendy, cathy, nagasaki, sue, and beca on their jetty sweet posts..

keep smiling and posting every time camera lights on.

I miss this guys... thank you for being part of my work journey.. God bless you

Tried and tasted: apartment food menus

when you are in happily mode cooking, your food will be deliciously tasting....

when an angel smiles

how relaxing it is to see angel's smile at your very cloudy day..

hoping and believing

The grasshopper was trembling and begging for his life while in face to face with bird.. the grasshopper was trying to convince the bird not to eat him.. so he made the poem..

I see prince charming
I hear the queen crying
I am now in deep wondering
Why all these are happening

Questions and doubts start blowing
Tears flowing and pains fast growing

Heart almost fatal sleeping
but mind keeps on awakening.... telling
life must be continuously hoping and believing

A signal to Receiver (Rx)

Receiver (Rx),

My heart is oscillating even you are not responding.
My heart is searching even though you are not transmitting.
My heart is broadcasting even when it seems not propagating.
My heart is waiting for you to accept my messaging.

Your friend,

Transmitter (Tx)v

Father and Son: SMALL TOUCHING STORY

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON : 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD : 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON : 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD : 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON : 'I just want to know.. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD : 'If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour.'

SON : 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $10.00 ?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $10..00 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked..

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man.

'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you.

Here's the $10.00 you asked for..'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' He yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $20.00 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?

Please come home early tomorrow.. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts..

Do remember to share that $20.00 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days....

But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family.